Ah, my gaps of posting are getting farther and farther apart; guess self denial isn't going to work any longer..I'm too freaking bored..pretty much anything online just seems a waste of my time. Between work/looking for more work, school, friends and all the other little pieces of life I just don't have the time, let alone the interest. Granted, a part of me is slightly disappointed however a larger part is more than happy - last thing I wanted was to end up spending all my time online rather than on something productive, but I still kinda miss the old thrill it for some reason.-- Deviant is the biggest let down as of late, can't explain why, but I just don't really want to even bother logging in, there's not much to look at on there right now I suppose; unless of course I want to see an endless number of MySpace whoring/self portraits that are everywhere.. think I'll pass.

---This past week I've been in the mood to strangle any random passer by - Sadly, Stephers has been directly in the line of fire, poor darling is probably used to it by now though ^______^.

---Took Steph around at the beginning of this week to drop off resumes, hopefully she'll get a callback, stat; she just got a truck and seriously needs the funding.

---Kat was looking at an available apartment yesterday and she ended up liking it quite a bit, even tho there's a lot of competition, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for her! It'd be perfect timing! <3

---Jocelyn is now engaged to be married next summer and her and her hubby are thinking about having another kid..nice ring tho. ^_^

---Took Isiah into town with Steph last week, NEVER again! That thing is a demon...he's seriously lucky to make it back alive to his mother.

---Got Dad an HDTV for fathers day, just need to get him a gaming console and new satellite for it.

---Tried to rearrange the house this last weekend, for the most part it didn't work...too many annoyances with some of the re-locations...at least I have the media room back..then decided to scrub the house from top to bottom and do laundry, fuck did it need it. I guess my version of clean and others just don't mingle, because 3 weeks of leaving it up to someone else and I was ready to torch the place. ^____^ All good now..hmm, do have more laundry to do today tho.

---At least my dorky side isn't running away on me.. >_> Found some new industry magazines I'm cooing over right now...

---...And last but not least my love of the Occult Arts is finally revitalizing after a pretty stagnant Fall/Winter/Spring - I've got a lot to catch up on and brush up on, so that should keep me busy for quite some time. Maybe an epiphany will come from this resurgence, well I can at least hope...haha..yeah.. anyways

Gotta get back into my regular studies with more vigor also - I'm just still searching for some means of balance right now, but maybe things finally ARE getting back on track since I seem to be getting my focus back at least.. or it could be the weather.. *grins*...Oh, and note to self, I MUST seriously work on regaining a more positive attitude; in the last 3 months I've gone from a skeptical optimist to a contemptuous pessimist..Gotta get meh awesome back.. hehe..eitherway, I'm gonna scamp for now, laters.

LJ Link

It's already May O_O ...

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